last day before maternity leave ends...

In the back of my mind since the day I had Lincoln I knew I was going back to work. Being a stay at home mom is great for some people but it is defiantly not for me. I get bored at home. I need to work and well I love my job and what I do so I don't want to give all of that up. I knew I would go back but 8 weeks of maternity leave seemed like an eternity! I would look at the calendar and see that it was the end of May and July is a long ways away. Today I woke up and realized it is my last day of leave. Tomorrow when I wake up I have to go to work! I am filled with so many mixed emotions! I am excited because I am starting a new position at work and well I love to wear cute work outfits. I am scared because I've been off work since April 23rd and what if I forgot how to work? I am sad because my perfect little guy is going to daycare. I am happy because we have a great daycare provider that I can trust with him. So many emotions going through my head. I know I am ready to go back and soon I will be that super mom I always imagined that cooks and cleans and cares for her baby but also has a full time job...or...I may be the mom who cares for her baby and works. (the cooking and cleaning is a goal but we have to see how it goes!) LOL After a morning of running errands I am happy to be home with my Lincoln and my husband so we can spend the evening together before I return to reality! I will try to update this blog at least once a month with Lincoln and how he is developing! :) Goodnight everyone!