AHHHH

So I was making dinner and my doctors office was calling me. I was like hmm weird and hit ignore. Just then it popped into my head that I have a couple appointments at Kaiser this week. One Tuesday and one Friday. Well TODAY is TUESDAY! UHHHG!
So I missed my last prenatal appointment with the OBGYN I have seen for the last 5 years! I am so mad at myself! I was able to contact her and appoligize but now I feel all worried that something is going to be wrong at my ultrasound.
I know I am overreacting and probably freaking over nothing but I feel like this was my last time to be sure everything is okay before the ultrasound. Of corse normal women who have never had a problem with a pregnancy are probably thinking I am crazy and I am to some extent. I worry EVERYDAY that something could be wrong and of corse working around so many women I hear all these CRAZY stories. Like, "this lady I knew found out her little girl was going to have a cleft pallette at the gender ultrasound" or "my neice didn't tell anyone her baby was going to have birth defects and it was so horrible when she was born and she has to use a wheelchair" you know, crazy stuff like that! I just want to say....HEY I am nervous enough as it is! Nobody wants to think thier baby could have a birth defect or something wrong and the fact that Friday is my last day with this doctors office just FREAKS me out!

Anyway...I needed to unleash my panic somewhere and this seemed to be the most constructive way to get it out. Thank you for reading!